Happy Ending?

happy ending?..when we heard happy ending, sure we will think bout fairy tales..does in reality, we will have happy ending in our relationship?..like live happily ever after..erm for me, i dont think so..maybe i'm more to realistic person and i only believe after i saw it or try it..my realistic not mean that money face kind of person ya..hahaha..for me, maybe when it comes to my first love or few after that,i do believe true love..but for me, i start to not believe it anymore..how do we define true love?..a relationship that never argue?..only bound to 1 person till the end of our life?..or full of happiness like fairy tales?..there's alot definition for it..but too bad..it doesnt mean anything to me..at least for me, now i feel very happy with my dear..will you say just because you are happy with them, its true love?..nah..i would disagree..of course u will feel of happiness and suprise during your few month beginning of relationship..thats so common..but how bout after a year?..hehehe..try it and u will know the answer..everything lie on your hand and you decide the path you wan to use either with a partner or single..ciao!

Holiday

woahhh..today is 10th dec..3 more day 3 more day..i'm going back home soon..so happy..my heart not at UUM de..it's fly back to my hometown where all the fun going happen..this mean i gonna spend alot alot alot de..hahaha cannot cannot..still got 2 more paper..must concentrate!!! and my phone..yay!!!..i'm sure gonna get it on next coming monday..holiday sure is fun..right, peeps? =)

1st Anniversary

It's my 1st anniversary with my dear =) cant believe the time move so fast..its already been a month with dear..in this 1 month, all goes very good..there like no argue, and all fine and well, that happen cause my dear can tolerate with me..hehehe all the time I win if there's any tiny "debate" between us =P
when i post my r/s in facebook, there's alot ppl keep asking,who is my dear..erm..normally i dont announce whose my dear to the world..only certain ppl will know e.g my sista..so sorry guys =)
just left 6 more days and i will leave this damn uni and enjoy my 1 month holiday..yay!!! there's alot stuff to do this incoming holiday such as movie(its undeniable and cannot skip), pak tor, beer, travel and much much more..
and hopefully i can get my phone when i going back to penang..and its gonna christmas..i want present!!!!!!!!!!!!!! teehee..my dear going back to hometown during christmas and i plan to follow..hehehe..well its nothing to do on holiday and its weekend so perhaps i should go see hows the hometown =P
I guess i should end now..(still alot chapter havent read T.T)

Bless

Yay!!! successfully change the background of my blog..looks better now (for me)..this 2~3 weeks will be exam week..and everybody was so busy study but i'm also busy..play games ^^ cannot change my bad habit..always last minute..even keep saying must study!! but end up, play game..haha
Another thing to write is at last, weee I'm in relationship..feel so bless can get this wonderful dear..so happy..so next time go watch movie or sing K,dont need always sis accompany me de..got dear can join together de..more merrier..hehe at least when there is someone enter our life, it makes u wont feel lonely and there will be someone to be there for u when u need someone to talk or to comfort urself.. same to me.. i don like to get alone.. its really very scary.. well at least now i'm very ham fok..happy with my life..and so does to my dear..^^

PS:
for those havent get dear,go grab 1 now..valentine and xmas soon..=)

Exam

After few weeks of enjoy my life at Penang, where i shop, food, movie, club, drink alot, now, my nightmare has arrived..its my final exam..i dont like exam..cause i need crack my brain, put lot of thing inside so that i can vomit it out during exam..but lucky this sem i dont need to take japanese paper..if not i sure cry now..but next sem i need take it again..sucksssssssssssss..exam time is the time i will gain bit bit of fat..why? cause when i doing revision, my mouth will feel itchy..feel wanna grab something to fill my mouth..thats why i go buy bread and peanut butter to prepare for my "hungriness" =)

1st

wah..its been quite long i dint write blog de..i'm full of laziness to write and dint think any topic..haha
1st?..nononono..not sex..its my 1st time going for facial treatment..i never been b4 then i ma jio my sis go with me..we go to Dermalogica..its exp or not,i dunno lo..we pay for RM88..honestly i tell u..i really respect those ppl everytime go to do facial..what i mean is..it is super duper PAIN!!! its like u been crush by car then lorry then kontena then train..you will automatically drop tears one..hahaha after finish de, u really feel fresh..but ur face sure will reddish jor..well ppl say no pain, no gain rite..=)
then later nite i need accompany my sis go to UPR a.k.a Upper Penang Road..got what at there?..of coz clubbing lo..her fren celebrate bday at there..nobody pei her, so i ma become her black goat lo..hopefully i wont drunk =) cheers

Mood

everybody also got their own mood..of coz if u don have mood, u sure must be an alien..can say most of our activities is related to our own mood..for example, when u are sad, u sure no mood to do anything or maybe u will go shopping or eat lot of food to make urself happy..but when u are happy, of coz everything also colorful..
then how bout when u are in love mood?..maybe when there is someone chase u or u going to approach someone that u are fall in love, ur mood will makes u feel that oh my god..iam FLYING on the sky..its really weird that how a love will totally change a person..when u doing something, u will think bout them..when u watching movie, u will see their face on the screen..i guess that is how love works..
well of coz if u are single, everything will not work so good..or maybe u will telling urself that, i am an independent person, i don need love atm..there is really has a people that live with their own and not depend on other ppl..but for me,i would said that, when u are in love, thats really a nice thing happen in ur life..but sometimes, eventhough i would say single is nvm and i still can live on myself, but deep inside me, having someone to accompany to walk through my life, would be a wonderful..

Patience

Patience is one of the hardest things to learn in life, especially while building relationships. If you've fallen head over heels for a guy you had a date with, met online or in any other situation, just be patient! Take your time getting to know him. Be sure not to panic if he doesn't call you on a daily basis or if you two aren't picking out china patterns after a week of romance. If you guys hit it off, chances are they into you as much as you are into them, but any potential relationship will be much better off if you take it slow and get to know them. First impressions are great, but you can only get to know a person well after spending time with them. Who knows, he may turn out not to be the person you thought he was. On the other hand, he might just be the man of your dreams. Only time will tell!

This I take from an article at the web..does it sound true?..but i know, I'm an impatience person @@ what can do..like they said, patience really hard to learn..its like when u are alone, surely u tend to find a partner to accompany u..perhaps there will be a chance to become lover?..nobody knows..like they say, sometimes u will feel panic or will start think alot when they dint call u on daily basis and both of u dint chat..if u have the feeling to feel panic, does it sound u are in love with them?

Lure

When u see the title, what u tink?..in love, ya it is where the person come to lure u and it is not ah long come chase u for money ya..hahaha =) mostly in our love life, it is either u lure the person u love or they come to lure u..but sometimes, i do feel that god is playing with us..its like when u are single, there's nobody come to lure u and u will feel lonely but when u are is relationship, there's lot of ppl will come near and lure u..why like that?..i also dunno..izzit because when u are in relationship, u are more ATTRACTIVE?..or because they want to DESTROY ur relationship?..but for me, i'm a person that don't like to be lonely or alone..doesn't it sounds very scary?..its like at night when ur sleeping and only ur bolster will accompany u..doesn't it feel warm when u are sleeping and there is somebody u love beside u, hugging u and sleep together?..and besides that, sometimes a person that come to approach u is come from different religion and age..if was u, do u tink u will accept someone that is different religion than u?..or someone that older or younger than u?..for certain ppl, can say they are not mind bout religion..perhaps they would say, as long i love, is more than enough..or maybe some will say, i don like a person that different from me..as for age, some will say: i want find older person coz i feel they are matured..or i want to find younger coz younger will make me feel mature..hahaha..for me, if older is ok..but don too big different gap..i feel its very odd if they are too old..and for young one, is ok but don too young..sometimes too young ppl is kinda immature..=P then how bout u guys? =)

Blog

My purpose to write this blog is like a replacement or a diary for me..but its more to public and everybody can see it..normally how does ppl think the title for their blog or wat to write..some like to write wat happen on their daily life and for some, when there are special occasion happen, they only write it..but for me..hahaha its kinda weird..i only can think the title for my blog when i was lay on bed and its like near the time for me to sleep at night time..the moment i lay down, i will think lots of thing..but, when i wake up, mostly i will forgot what i want to write..its sucks..so sometimes when i lay down and i find the topic i want to write, i will go to on my lappy and start blogging..so, its weird right..haha =)

Laksa Freak

i'm a laksa freak..after i come back to uni, where the laksa is very "limited" at here, i'm missing the laksa very much..omg..i think i'm sick de..when i heard the nearby cafe gonna open new laksa stall, i'm so excited to test it..like a kids want to eat candy ya..after all, laksa kedah also still lose to penang laksa..i been travel quite alot and i been test laksa from each state, i just can say, penang laksa owned..hahaha

Friend

its like gonna become grandma story de..haha..well i do has 1 friends..erm..we know since at uni and i not dare to say we are close or best frens but still can consider as a normal frens..then yesterday, i saw he post saying someone backstab him at my fren room..so i guess, its not my prob, why i need care..then this morning, i just realise that he delete me from the facebook fren list..i feel so weird..i din do anything ah..i din backstab anyone also..why i will get delete..then just now my fren told me the story..yesterday one of my fren go to his room and read his book..tat time he was sleeping..then when he wake up, he saw my fren read his book..he like say him..why u din ask my permission and go read my book..then my fren put back the book and go talk to his roommate..then his roommate and my fren go to my other fren room to chat lo..then the fren tot they were backstab him and post at fb..then after tat he delete my whole hospitality fren..it just a misunderstand only and he so over delete all..include his roommate, he also delete..i feel like "wow"..i din do anything also get delete..frens for 5 sem and just because of that misunderstand, its like gone in a second..

7/10 Outing

Today I was going out with my fren to Alor Star..supposedly, was just going to shopping only..since i plan it 1st, i just think that want go out buy some stuff for my uni use..but so chun, my fren oso birthday today..so sun bian bring him go celebrate it..well first we go to Mum's Cafe..heard my fren say the spagheti cabonara is nice, so go to try..erm..the taste ok lo..i would give 5/10..then buy a cake and celebrate at there..well it just 5 persons only..so it wont be a big celebration..then going to hair saloon..is my other 2 fren cut and not me..wait for them so long..got 3 person in the saloon..but, only 1 cut hair, 1 wash hair and 1 cut wig..hahaha..most weird saloon ever see..then go to mall and having my high-tea..i order the new black pepper spicy chicken mcdeluxe..wah..so nice..really alot black pepper inside..then walk around and then going to having our dinner at KFC Jitra there..because i just ate the McD, makes me phobia about chicken and i just order salad and mashed potato only..=( but save money right..hehe..but before going to Alor Star, i feel so pek chek..we plan to submit our assignment on coming sunday but she said if late submit will deduct mark..so me and my fren so rush the assignment like crazy..then when we do our assignment time, suddenly our CEO(my coursemate) come and sit with us..so many place can sit, he come sit with us..gatal..then i said i pek chek and dunno wat he said bout something also..lucky i can tahan my pek chek..if not i give him eat my shoes de..=)

Frustrating

This few days, alot thing happen..Family got problem, my course and stupid uni too..
In family part, something happen and parents argue..so till now, they dint talk each other..so childish..adult de still want argue..make their children suffer..kinda lame..i cannot go back yet..still got assignment and assessment to do..and my sis keep cry cause both of them like this..wtf man..i'm really want go back and scold both of them..
My course le..haiz..since i'm a short sem student, i need organize a good timetable so that they wont clash..but now come out a problem..got 2 paper is clash..there is still no changes..if this keep continue,i might need extend my sem..whereby all my fren(not my course mate) already graduate and i need wait 1 more sem only can grad..
I'm really cannot stand anymore bout this thing de..very tired..this coming wednesday will got add drop day, as i need wake up early to add drop and i'm fucking sure the website will jammed like hell and i'm gonna late to class..8am add drop..930am got mid sem exam..11am got presentation..i'm will crazy de..need hang myself so that i can avoid these problem..leaving this world better..too tired with it de..

Hospitality Grand Dinner

its 1st of October and it would be our UUM hospitality grand dinner..hohoho..it is like 4 years and only once..can say whole life just can get 1 time to see it only..it was held on The Regency at Alor Star..but not so many people go also..all also give reason to reject..maybe it was the 1st time do, and all no confident with it..well..dont care them..the fee is RM55..i guess thats the price for a good dinner?..hahaha but i can confirm, they serve a quite nice food and most of the time, we just go there take picture..hahaha..RM55 for taking memory..i guess worth ba..=) other picture is available at my facebook there..

Love 2

When u fall in love with someone, what do u feel?..Fall in love is easy especially when u was single and someone come to u and show their care towards u..That time, u will feel that, at least there are someone will take care of me and appreciate u..But everything is depend on u..Who u will choose or who u will let go..If u feel he is care u more than other people, why not consider him as ur future partner..As long u are not attach, u will have a lot choices for u to choose..Understanding ur partner or person u love is important..My fren told me before..U will not truly understand ur partner until u was in relationship with them..And even if u fall in love too fast or like noe the person for just few weeks, why not u just take it as a opportunities and start a relationship..U dont need to understand them very well before start a relationship..U can start to understand them after in relationship..So do u agree with this?..Personally, I do agree with what she say..Maybe u only will feel that u need a person to take care of u after u being a single for a long period of time..Grab every opportunities if u ever encounter someone u love and want to start a relationship with them..Then only that will come to other problem that is maintain ur relationship..Oh ya..if want confess, go beach there and do it..I never try it before but if i got chances to found someone i love, perhaps i surely will do it..=P

P/S: sometimes i like to ask tricky question to test u or hint u..so..hehe..dont get caught by me..and i dunno wat am i crap here..hopefully u guys understand..hahaha :P

My Course

Today i just heard a sad news from my lecturer..he says that hospitality student from UUM is actually not preferred by the industry when u grad and apply work from them..so its kinda sux..means mostly after we grad, we are hardly find work at hotel industry.. because he says that our uni mission is to create a management type of uni.. but then mostly our hospitality is involve in practical and not more to management..so what will happen to my future?..i dont know oh..=(

Busy Take Over

When holiday,feel stress because assignment havent finish..but after holiday,also feel stress because need rush assignment..but at least now the assignment is kao tim de and left 1 more proposal and questionnaire to be done..but i feel lazy to do it..god..someone please help me..but keep myself busy also a good thing..i wont have time to think alot (since i'm a thinker;always think alot) and it makes me feel that,i dont think bout B much de..suppose i happy with it or sad?..dunno..since B also wont find me right even i on msn..hehe..maybe u has ur own life and i also has my own life..so i will gradually start to let go..and maybe u will happy with this result?..dunno =)
now already september..time move very fast..around 2 or 3 more month,this sem will finish..then holiday 1 month and start new sem and would be my last sem..next year CNY would be on 3rd and 4th feb..but uni will reopen at 5th..it so sucks..probably i only back at 12th feb..self holiday 1 week..hehe =P then after that would be valentine..alone celebrate? =) i dont have someone to be my valentine..haha
this few days,dont know why i keep have headache..something wrong with me de..brain cancer?..if like that,i'm gonna die soon de..amitofu..god bless me..

Internship

Yesterday when in class with frens, we discuss bout our internship..then suddenly one of my fren mention bout internship at sg..then he ask, why dont i try go to sg for an internship..i never think bout this before..and suddenly i feel that, it is good idea also to having internship at there since i got plan go there work after grad..he saying that maybe the new open hotel at sentosa might ask for internship to work there..i also dunno..should i go sg or pg for internship?

Today Activities

erm..so tired after today activities..go out cut hair,see movie and a dinner with sis,her bf and my friend..ppl say if u heart broken,u go cut hair..so thats means me lo..haha..ytd i do confess to B and B give me answer is B dunno cause B thinks that B dont know care me..then i think thats,if thats B answer,then i should respect it..cause B think that the confession is like a force to B..i guess we just only can stay in "ai mei" relationship only..when go out time,always see ppl with couple..sometimes i oso hope that i was same with them..having a partner,go watch movie,having dinner and can be together..but somehow,i dont have chance to do it..that day go watch movie with sis..the movie was Going For Distance..it talks bout long distance love..the movie really meaningful..if u choose to have long-distance relationship(LDR),one of them need to sacrifice..its either u move to ur partner there work or they move to ur place..and my sis bf mention thats,in relationship,there will be a sacrifice..only have a sacrifice,ur relationship only will meaningful..izzit ldr is wont success love?..i dunno..i just put a high hope on B this time and expect the same from B..maybe our thinking is not same..i just wish B will happy only..
just now when go out with sis bf,we do talk many things bout our future..he want go to singapore work,same does to me..but he need to continue his degree after his diplome..so i guess it needs around 3 years only go to singapore work..as for me,maybe after my internship,i will find work at singapore de..and if i success get 1 company,then after grad,i will directly move to singapore de..but thats also just a plan only..who knows what will happen tml rite..
today would be my last nitez at pg de..tml 8pm need take bus go back uni de..its feel like dont want to go back..go back will do assignment,and cannot enjoy de..haha..

Play Play

Yesterday was going out with frens (2 guys 2 gals) to Sunway Carnival..at first we plan to go to there just to watch movie which we choose Resident Evil..when reach there,we go to GSC 1st..its damn lot ppl..i dunno now malays also like to see movie..supposely we watch 2.20pm but its full and we choose 4.20pm..then while waiting,go makan makan at KRR(Kenny Roger)..then times up..we go watch..after that,feel hungry..then brainstorming where to eat..hahaha..then decide go to pg Fatty Loh eat western food..reach there,bo open..kns le..then my fren suggest go to eat Taiwan food..its just nearby there only..well the food quite nice..price ok ok..then after that,go to Sunset Bistro..hahaha..lucky its monday,not so many ppl..reach there,we call Skol beer 1 bucket..then play poker..haha..first we each person got each bottle..then got 1 bottle extra..we ask the waiter bring a glass, and a straw..LOL well its my suggestion to drink using straw..we tot want make the gal drunk..hahaha..then play play..beer oso finish..i call mojito(cocktail) and 1 shots of vodka..end up..all tipsy..lucky nobody drunk..if not,need sleep beside beach de..
supposedly i need do my assignment at home at 13th/9 and pass up on 14th..but i go play till 3am only reach home..then go sleep..today morning cannot wake up help my mom..and just now pia my assignment and pass up to group mate..hahaha..
my frens plan want to go Hatyai on this coming sem break..and after that might go to sg also..also dunno yet..but Hatyai just near my uni nia..30min oso can reach de..might not going to Hatyai ba but maybe go to sg?..dunno yet..at least not go with my PPG(poor poor group) mate go..if not,everywhere also cannot go..haha =P

Yo

i'm come back to blog again..hmm..like a lot of thing to write here..
well of coz,the firstly is raya celebration..wee..its raya..i got mention that B will back on raya..well B did back..haha..back for 4 days..but i do feel happy and sad at the same time..its like B back for 4 days,guess how long we met? =) out of 4 days,its just 2 hour+ only..wat can do..B so so busy to meet fren..maybe alot of appointment..i oso cannot do anything..when B come back,i everyday at home wait B msg..hopefully that we will go out but its not wat i expected..man..its so sad..i will drop my tears when think back bout this..maybe i always think too much..something that was fate not be mine,i guess its really wont be mine no matter how hardwork i am..i always tell myself..dont give up..i dont want regret in future if i give up now..i try to appreciate what i have now..but somehow,its no use..its like i just take it as a comfort to myself only..wtf man..what happen to me..maybe its like last time i dunno to appreciate B and now,its like a balasan to me..i also dunno what should i do..fairy tale just exist in storybook not reality..i really feel tired..before that,i do plan bring u go Tao, go movie, go play..but, everything cannot follow according what i plan..what u promise before,all just a lie only..its fake..maybe u have ur own reason..u do really have something to do..i dunno..i do plan go to sg work after my grad..its the time for me to plan for what i should do in the future..its not like when i was small,never worry anything..everyday play, study , eat , sleep..but if i go sg,i need to be highly independent..i would be all alone, start my career there..maybe i was born to be a loner..to be lonely for my life..
ok next is raya i go Tao with sis and his bf and my fren..wah..good experience..haha..eat till too much..too full..till need secretly pack the sashimi with tissue and throw away..haha..ORDER TOO MUCH!! eat till gross..but the environment really nice..i prefer eat at lounge than inside restaurant..after 1030pm can listen the band singing..nice environment..suggest u all bring ur partner come to eat..than after tat go sing K..its so EXP!!! RM 41++ per person..but i cannot sing well..cough and soat throat that time..uhh..and my fren and sis bf steal drink my beer!!! then after that they become high de..@@ hahaha..
next is was going fetch sis at penang yesterday..its so shit man..ferry jam..bridge jam..i start drive from home at 2.30pm and reach gurney at 4.45pm..damm man..the bridge jam like shit..dunno wat stupid stuff explode..and saw interesting stuff during jam..2 stupid Malay fight at road..maybe they too pek chek till too hot de..but great show..5 star to them..big green packet for them for this raya..
my holiday just left 5 more days..haiz..i dont want go back uni..still alot assignment havent do..this thursday gonna go cut hair..then suppose go watch movie..tomorrow will go out with frens..go watch resident evil..
i guess thats all for this time.. =)

B

:) home sweet home!!..so nice come back..dont need suffer at uni de..no food for breakfast and lunch and need to rush for food at 5pm..woahh..thats what happen if u stay at malay state (Kedah)..hahaha
so now i start to recover from soat throat but infect by cough and flu..aiks..i will make sure to recover before raya!!
oh ya..cant wait for 4 more days ya..hee :) let's address the person i love as "B"..B,u know wat it means right when u saw this post.. =)
erm..normally how ppl will confess to the person they love?..izzit through face to face or phone by phone?..some ppl will say phone to phone not so romantic, not sincere and cant feel the love heat ya (or maybe they will miss out the chance to kiss after confess ah?)..hahaha thats true oso..but if face to face?..er..well..surely the person that wan confess, need very thick skin..can feel the shyness hoh..hahaha..then there will be a follow up question ask by the person get confess :

B..I love you..Do you willing to be my dear?

Err..I dunno wor..Why u want choose me?

Coz I love you..

Why u love me? <-- the question..hahaha

There is no reason for me to love you.. <-- most simple and 100% useful answer =P

Racist

hmm..this few days, when i log facebook, i keep saw the stupid racist stuff that happen in malaysia..it feels so annoying,man..thanks to the headmistress, all the racist stuff pop up again..damn..but i dont give a damn..haha..malaysia politics is sux..
today i proudly to announce i'm sick..hahaha..well this happen when i was playing dota with fren till 12am..then got nasi lemak seller come sell his nasi lemak..then i go eat the ikan bilis wan..thanks to him..i get sick pula..but seriously the rice really nice!!..hahaha well ppl say if u wan get good stuff,u need sacrifice..i sacrifice my health for the nasi lemak..uhh..if i dint eat,den no prob lo..aiks..no point regret now..
well today i reach home jor..home sweet home!!..hee i can go enjoy movie, food, and beer!! yeah!! oops.. :)
that's all for today..sayur nana..

Guilty

Hmm..this few days alot thing happen..last week my uncle pass away..i feel so guilty i cannot attend his funeral..i at uni that time..cannot see his last face..i hope their family member will strong to go through this sadness..RIP..
then come to this week..alot assignment to do..need all settle during the holiday..but base on my exp,i will lazy to do when go back hometown..hahaha..gai lo..i will enjoy too much de during tis holiday..$$ oso fast byebye..haha
oh ya..today was going to alor star to release my alot alot alot alot stress..LOL..1st was going to mom's cafe (ibu mia kedai) but was closed..kns..waste oil nia..then go spring leaf..the food ok lo..mai hiam still ok..then after that go to alor star mall..go there sing K..just sing 4 song then soat throat..uhh..makes my voice become so sexy..hahaha..then go watch Step Up 3..i like the way they dance,baby..nice nice..i will rate 7/10..then go to Bali Bali Hai for dinner..i go call fried macaroni but when the food serve,become spaghetti..apa ini..nvm lo..then when i eat it,it is spicy wan..thanks to it..my voice more cool de..surely tml i cannot talk de.. :(


P.S : i very happy after i been wait so long, it starts got improvement :) cant wait for raya...

Relationship

Yesterday i saw someone post like a short article/note at facebook there..then i go see see..hmm..it talks bout a relationship..well..how do we know if the person we choose is the right person?..is it the right person is the only way to know we love them or not?..or is he is my mr. right?..i also dunno how to answer tis..but after i read it, they said in relationship, the key is not find the right person but is learning to love the person you found..falling is love is easy..it is natural and spontaneous..u dont need to do anything..tats y it called 'falling in love'..well of coz when u start a relationship, sure u will 101% in a love mode..everyday calling, sms-ing, miss them..but after a few month,year, surely u know..when they call u, u feel it so bothering..when it comes to touch, u feel not welcome it..to maintain a relationship is not easy..it takes times, effort and wisdom..u need to make it day in and day out..so even ur in close relationship, but u cant maintain it..its also useless..same to long-distance relationship too..God determines who walks into your life..it is up to you to decide who you let to walk away,who you let to stay, and who you refuse to let go..=) hope it useful for those in relationship..

Too Busy

Woaaah..its been few days dint write blog de..pai seh..i tooooooo busy..hahaha =)
Hmm..today is my last day McD delivery..weee at last i can sleep evening on monday and thursday de..so happy..last week n tis week totally dont have time to sleep..aiks..my bed so missssss me..
Oh ya..i'm going back to butterworth on 1st September de..sob..suppose to be 30th want..but that kns ming make me so late back..haiz..
If count from today onwards, i just left 6 days to go back butterworth..hee =) so happy
but 2 weeks holiday,aiks, got assignment to do..sienz le..i want enjoy my holiday =(
i wan go kai kai, buy sis present, see movie, eat delicious food..woahh..my $$ sure spend alot during holiday..actually if something dint happen,i supppose go to KL to give suprise want..but..in the end..haha dont have the fate to do it..
but nvm..its a past de..i need to see further..my future..what will happen during raya?..i hope its something excited..hee..ok la..need go dinner,bath and dota de.. =)

Love??

hmm..love??..whats is love??..for me, i dont know wat is love..haha i guess there is don have exact explanation bout wat is love..let say..if u love someone, and they will ask, wat u love about me.. guess mostly will said : i love u with no reason..
eventhough for me, i oso still finding the reason..love is wat??
izzit like when u will miss someone, always think bout them, wanna approach them.. this is love? i don have idea..
then how bout lust??..is lust consider as love too?..well u might can say it is a love oso..coz u are miss them, always think bout them.. but not their heart and is their sexual intercourse (copy from wikipedia) hahaha.. hmm.. then how about answer my question.. is it when u kiss someone and u keep tinking about it and u feel tat ur in love with them, so this consider lust or love?.. for me, i will take it as love.. well there might be a chance where ur love is started with a kiss (from the taiwan drama) haha.. i do believe love can started with a kiss.. hell yeah..
next would be love at first sight.. do u believe it? well for me, i don believe it.. when we 1st saw a person, surely tat is their appearance.. see how good looking they are.. maybe it is meet our requirement to be our partner.. then think about it.. is it consider as love? i just tink tat is not love, but is u like their good looking.. u just admire how good looking they are.. love comes from heart where u feel you are understand the person and u are ready together with them for a lifetime.. but for now, mostly people just think, as long today is happy, i don care bout tomorrow.. well there is a lot of this type of tinking nowadays.. why? coz u wont know tomorrow wat will happen to u.. maybe u would die in accident? get uncure disease? suddenly dead? who knows.. we dont know our future..
at least right now for me, i want appreciate every moment as possible.. maybe sometime i do tink, i always rush in my relationship and i do not truly understand the person.. but if tink in other way, every relationship u been before, it could be an experience for u, to become mature and on the way to find ur soul mate..
everyday we grow mature..dont u tink? even ur age 30+ u still on the way to become mature n better person.. if not believe, tink bout it.. tink back wat has u done in few month or week ago.. u will tink y i do such a childish stuff.. if u ever has tis kind of tinking, congratz.. u are growing mature.. haha =)

LDR

what is LDR? well it stand for long-distance relationship..i guess from the word,u will know wat it means de..
i do have experience in LDR before..from my experience,in LDR, both party need to trust each other and loyal too..if both cannot trust each other, i can say, the relationship cannot last long..
how to say a loyal to ur partner..well just don flirt especially there's someone approach to u..
beside that, i do learn smth from my experience.. ur relationship wont last long when there is 3rd person in ur relationship.. this means when u with ur dear, and there's a person come to approach and u fall in love with them, u sure will more concentrate on them than ur dear.. tats will makes u dont feel ur in love or interested wit ur dear anymore..
for me, when in relationship, i more independent type.. i guess tats my personality since i'm start any relationship..this means even i'm far away from my dear, i do not request for a call every nitez.. as long we can chat while maybe through msn, thats would be fine for me.. i only more dependable to my dear when we meet and together..
mostly when u just started ur relationship, tat is ur climax time..hahaha
why i say so? simple.. u sure every day, every hour, ever minute even every second u will miss ur dear.. u wanna talk to them, wanna know wat are they doing, do they miss u, and ur heartbeat sure goes twice faster..hahaha
well tats just my experience.. it might not same for others..
but for now, i not request much.. some people mostly will ask for good appearance, rich ass, got car, and some ask for the person good in bed.. haha.. u might not agree with me =)
but for me, heart is most important.. if u don have a heart to maintain a relationship, den u just fuck off and go flirt with others..
=)

Tired

today sooooo tired..just come back from delivery McD..really alot ppl come and take their food..at least it was my 1st time experience the delivery stuff..when at peak time,really need rush to pack the food and gave to the customer..then after finish clean the place,need carry the big tong to my fren room..he's stay at 4th floor..wahhh..my hand wan broke de..now no energy de =(
today just finish the 1st delivery..there is still have 2 more delivery..hopefully all will gonna smooth and dint encounter any prob..
tomorrow need to promote my McD at my own hostel..aiks..need thick face go ask ppl buy my burger de..hahaha
this week and next week oso gonna busy de..haiz..but when raya..teehee i can enjoy my holiday de..
i want go eat Tao during raya :( any volunteer to treat me? haha ;P

Sleepy Day

today is sleepy day..whole day so sleepy inside class..aiks..in class,me discuss with my fren about when wanna early holiday and late back to uni..haha plan all carefully,den can go buy bus ticket de..oh ya..today i met with someone weird..weird?? maybe..when finish class,i just go to my counter and meet my fren..den saw this guy sit at there and talk wit my fren oso..then i was take out my handsfree and listen to song..den he like keep see me?? i feel so weird..den he ask my fren where i'm from..mayb he thought i dint listen coz i was put on handsfree..but i just put low volume,so wat he ask i know..hahaha he also from sibu,sarawak..same like my coursemate..just know that all bout him only..hmm
tml would be the date for my 1st delivery of my McDonald project at the hostel..dont know will busy or not..hopefully everything would be smooth and fine..god bless us..amitofu..haha

Funny

Yesterday need walk the 2 block of the hostel to promote our McDonald to them.
All is going well and met many kinds of people. But really tired cause need go up and down and my legs so tired. Walk 2 block but just can sold 5 sets only..Sad
But the girls group member can sold 28 sets.. God.. This show the girl pandai makan.. Haha =P
Today i was checking my fren assignment to check his grammar mistake. Supposedly this ting is not me do wan, but the other group member push tis to me. Ahem.
When I open his assignment, i nearly faint.. I totally dunno wat he write inside..Hahaha
There are funny sentence inside that makes the whole sentence looks weird..
But when need to repair his sentence, this makes me pek chek.. I dunno wat he write and i dunno wat should i add inside.. Woah.. really beh tahan.. but i still need to do it.. if not later the lecturer also dunno wat he write den whole assignment get low marks..
Today go to my serving class and learn how to fold the napkin become a shape like wat u guys saw in the restaurant table.. there are alot shapes like oyster, bamboo shoot, candle and etc..
The practical part is not bad but when comes to theory part,i feel so sleepy.. Here comes my sleepy disease.. Haha

Busy Busy Busy

yo..its time to blog..this week and next week gonna be a busy week for me..need deliver McD since its 1 of my project, and assignment assignment assignment..gonna crazy soon..very tired..need extend the time to stay at the counter to boost up the sales..i miss my bed bed.. :(
and i guess its being 6 month i wait for a person..erm lets name it as "X"
since chinese new year at february till now, guess its 6 month..wah..freaking long de..
but i also confuse..should i keep wait or just give up? sometimes i feel very tired..
I also dont know what to do..............
I got think about it..perhaps when raya,see it is going well or not..
If really cannot anymore,perhaps i just give up.......

Suffer

aww..after so much fun at hometown, now back to the uni..so suffer..the cafe dint open at lunch,only start at 4pm..means i dont have food to eat for my brunch..looks like this month will become my diet month..i dont want thin anymore =( assignment also start to approach de..looks like will busy till raya..
but mention about raya, hee cant wait to get 2 weeks holiday there..and someone gonna come back too..well i hope all goes well and it will did according to my plan =)
looks like raya will have alot of activites..
well..need go to sleep de..
oyasuminasai~

1st time

This would be my first time to officially open my blog to all of my friend.. Last time I was put in private cause I just want someone to see only..but too bad..it just become my past already..=) anyways past is past..I don't want to think it anymore..It just become my memory only..
Since i decide to make a blog as I will consider it as my diary, I guess this would be my journey of my life..My life,friend,family and my love..
For those that read my blog,let me introduce myself..
I'm alwin =) 22 y/o, still as student at jungle university (yea!! really jungle)
I'm single but not available(still waiting someone)dont ask why cause i also dont know why ;)
Love is complicated and it makes me more complicated..zzz