Yo

i'm come back to blog again..hmm..like a lot of thing to write here..
well of coz,the firstly is raya celebration..wee..its raya..i got mention that B will back on raya..well B did back..haha..back for 4 days..but i do feel happy and sad at the same time..its like B back for 4 days,guess how long we met? =) out of 4 days,its just 2 hour+ only..wat can do..B so so busy to meet fren..maybe alot of appointment..i oso cannot do anything..when B come back,i everyday at home wait B msg..hopefully that we will go out but its not wat i expected..man..its so sad..i will drop my tears when think back bout this..maybe i always think too much..something that was fate not be mine,i guess its really wont be mine no matter how hardwork i am..i always tell myself..dont give up..i dont want regret in future if i give up now..i try to appreciate what i have now..but somehow,its no use..its like i just take it as a comfort to myself only..wtf man..what happen to me..maybe its like last time i dunno to appreciate B and now,its like a balasan to me..i also dunno what should i do..fairy tale just exist in storybook not reality..i really feel tired..before that,i do plan bring u go Tao, go movie, go play..but, everything cannot follow according what i plan..what u promise before,all just a lie only..its fake..maybe u have ur own reason..u do really have something to do..i dunno..i do plan go to sg work after my grad..its the time for me to plan for what i should do in the future..its not like when i was small,never worry anything..everyday play, study , eat , sleep..but if i go sg,i need to be highly independent..i would be all alone, start my career there..maybe i was born to be a loner..to be lonely for my life..
ok next is raya i go Tao with sis and his bf and my fren..wah..good experience..haha..eat till too much..too full..till need secretly pack the sashimi with tissue and throw away..haha..ORDER TOO MUCH!! eat till gross..but the environment really nice..i prefer eat at lounge than inside restaurant..after 1030pm can listen the band singing..nice environment..suggest u all bring ur partner come to eat..than after tat go sing K..its so EXP!!! RM 41++ per person..but i cannot sing well..cough and soat throat that time..uhh..and my fren and sis bf steal drink my beer!!! then after that they become high de..@@ hahaha..
next is was going fetch sis at penang yesterday..its so shit man..ferry jam..bridge jam..i start drive from home at 2.30pm and reach gurney at 4.45pm..damm man..the bridge jam like shit..dunno wat stupid stuff explode..and saw interesting stuff during jam..2 stupid Malay fight at road..maybe they too pek chek till too hot de..but great show..5 star to them..big green packet for them for this raya..
my holiday just left 5 more days..haiz..i dont want go back uni..still alot assignment havent do..this thursday gonna go cut hair..then suppose go watch movie..tomorrow will go out with frens..go watch resident evil..
i guess thats all for this time.. =)