erm..so tired after today activities..go out cut hair,see movie and a dinner with sis,her bf and my friend..ppl say if u heart broken,u go cut hair..so thats means me lo..haha..ytd i do confess to B and B give me answer is B dunno cause B thinks that B dont know care me..then i think thats,if thats B answer,then i should respect it..cause B think that the confession is like a force to B..i guess we just only can stay in "ai mei" relationship only..when go out time,always see ppl with couple..sometimes i oso hope that i was same with them..having a partner,go watch movie,having dinner and can be together..but somehow,i dont have chance to do it..that day go watch movie with sis..the movie was Going For Distance..it talks bout long distance love..the movie really meaningful..if u choose to have long-distance relationship(LDR),one of them need to sacrifice..its either u move to ur partner there work or they move to ur place..and my sis bf mention thats,in relationship,there will be a sacrifice..only have a sacrifice,ur relationship only will meaningful..izzit ldr is wont success love?..i dunno..i just put a high hope on B this time and expect the same from B..maybe our thinking is not same..i just wish B will happy only..
just now when go out with sis bf,we do talk many things bout our future..he want go to singapore work,same does to me..but he need to continue his degree after his diplome..so i guess it needs around 3 years only go to singapore work..as for me,maybe after my internship,i will find work at singapore de..and if i success get 1 company,then after grad,i will directly move to singapore de..but thats also just a plan only..who knows what will happen tml rite..
today would be my last nitez at pg de..tml 8pm need take bus go back uni de..its feel like dont want to go back..go back will do assignment,and cannot enjoy de..haha..
Ganbatte o koko!
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