Love 2

When u fall in love with someone, what do u feel?..Fall in love is easy especially when u was single and someone come to u and show their care towards u..That time, u will feel that, at least there are someone will take care of me and appreciate u..But everything is depend on u..Who u will choose or who u will let go..If u feel he is care u more than other people, why not consider him as ur future partner..As long u are not attach, u will have a lot choices for u to choose..Understanding ur partner or person u love is important..My fren told me before..U will not truly understand ur partner until u was in relationship with them..And even if u fall in love too fast or like noe the person for just few weeks, why not u just take it as a opportunities and start a relationship..U dont need to understand them very well before start a relationship..U can start to understand them after in relationship..So do u agree with this?..Personally, I do agree with what she say..Maybe u only will feel that u need a person to take care of u after u being a single for a long period of time..Grab every opportunities if u ever encounter someone u love and want to start a relationship with them..Then only that will come to other problem that is maintain ur relationship..Oh ya..if want confess, go beach there and do it..I never try it before but if i got chances to found someone i love, perhaps i surely will do it..=P

P/S: sometimes i like to ask tricky question to test u or hint u..so..hehe..dont get caught by me..and i dunno wat am i crap here..hopefully u guys understand..hahaha :P

My Course

Today i just heard a sad news from my lecturer..he says that hospitality student from UUM is actually not preferred by the industry when u grad and apply work from them..so its kinda sux..means mostly after we grad, we are hardly find work at hotel industry.. because he says that our uni mission is to create a management type of uni.. but then mostly our hospitality is involve in practical and not more to management..so what will happen to my future?..i dont know oh..=(

Busy Take Over

When holiday,feel stress because assignment havent finish..but after holiday,also feel stress because need rush assignment..but at least now the assignment is kao tim de and left 1 more proposal and questionnaire to be done..but i feel lazy to do it..god..someone please help me..but keep myself busy also a good thing..i wont have time to think alot (since i'm a thinker;always think alot) and it makes me feel that,i dont think bout B much de..suppose i happy with it or sad?..dunno..since B also wont find me right even i on msn..hehe..maybe u has ur own life and i also has my own life..so i will gradually start to let go..and maybe u will happy with this result?..dunno =)
now already september..time move very fast..around 2 or 3 more month,this sem will finish..then holiday 1 month and start new sem and would be my last sem..next year CNY would be on 3rd and 4th feb..but uni will reopen at 5th..it so sucks..probably i only back at 12th feb..self holiday 1 week..hehe =P then after that would be valentine..alone celebrate? =) i dont have someone to be my valentine..haha
this few days,dont know why i keep have headache..something wrong with me de..brain cancer?..if like that,i'm gonna die soon de..amitofu..god bless me..

Internship

Yesterday when in class with frens, we discuss bout our internship..then suddenly one of my fren mention bout internship at sg..then he ask, why dont i try go to sg for an internship..i never think bout this before..and suddenly i feel that, it is good idea also to having internship at there since i got plan go there work after grad..he saying that maybe the new open hotel at sentosa might ask for internship to work there..i also dunno..should i go sg or pg for internship?

Today Activities

erm..so tired after today activities..go out cut hair,see movie and a dinner with sis,her bf and my friend..ppl say if u heart broken,u go cut hair..so thats means me lo..haha..ytd i do confess to B and B give me answer is B dunno cause B thinks that B dont know care me..then i think thats,if thats B answer,then i should respect it..cause B think that the confession is like a force to B..i guess we just only can stay in "ai mei" relationship only..when go out time,always see ppl with couple..sometimes i oso hope that i was same with them..having a partner,go watch movie,having dinner and can be together..but somehow,i dont have chance to do it..that day go watch movie with sis..the movie was Going For Distance..it talks bout long distance love..the movie really meaningful..if u choose to have long-distance relationship(LDR),one of them need to sacrifice..its either u move to ur partner there work or they move to ur place..and my sis bf mention thats,in relationship,there will be a sacrifice..only have a sacrifice,ur relationship only will meaningful..izzit ldr is wont success love?..i dunno..i just put a high hope on B this time and expect the same from B..maybe our thinking is not same..i just wish B will happy only..
just now when go out with sis bf,we do talk many things bout our future..he want go to singapore work,same does to me..but he need to continue his degree after his diplome..so i guess it needs around 3 years only go to singapore work..as for me,maybe after my internship,i will find work at singapore de..and if i success get 1 company,then after grad,i will directly move to singapore de..but thats also just a plan only..who knows what will happen tml rite..
today would be my last nitez at pg de..tml 8pm need take bus go back uni de..its feel like dont want to go back..go back will do assignment,and cannot enjoy de..haha..

Play Play

Yesterday was going out with frens (2 guys 2 gals) to Sunway Carnival..at first we plan to go to there just to watch movie which we choose Resident Evil..when reach there,we go to GSC 1st..its damn lot ppl..i dunno now malays also like to see movie..supposely we watch 2.20pm but its full and we choose 4.20pm..then while waiting,go makan makan at KRR(Kenny Roger)..then times up..we go watch..after that,feel hungry..then brainstorming where to eat..hahaha..then decide go to pg Fatty Loh eat western food..reach there,bo open..kns le..then my fren suggest go to eat Taiwan food..its just nearby there only..well the food quite nice..price ok ok..then after that,go to Sunset Bistro..hahaha..lucky its monday,not so many ppl..reach there,we call Skol beer 1 bucket..then play poker..haha..first we each person got each bottle..then got 1 bottle extra..we ask the waiter bring a glass, and a straw..LOL well its my suggestion to drink using straw..we tot want make the gal drunk..hahaha..then play play..beer oso finish..i call mojito(cocktail) and 1 shots of vodka..end up..all tipsy..lucky nobody drunk..if not,need sleep beside beach de..
supposedly i need do my assignment at home at 13th/9 and pass up on 14th..but i go play till 3am only reach home..then go sleep..today morning cannot wake up help my mom..and just now pia my assignment and pass up to group mate..hahaha..
my frens plan want to go Hatyai on this coming sem break..and after that might go to sg also..also dunno yet..but Hatyai just near my uni nia..30min oso can reach de..might not going to Hatyai ba but maybe go to sg?..dunno yet..at least not go with my PPG(poor poor group) mate go..if not,everywhere also cannot go..haha =P

Yo

i'm come back to blog again..hmm..like a lot of thing to write here..
well of coz,the firstly is raya celebration..wee..its raya..i got mention that B will back on raya..well B did back..haha..back for 4 days..but i do feel happy and sad at the same time..its like B back for 4 days,guess how long we met? =) out of 4 days,its just 2 hour+ only..wat can do..B so so busy to meet fren..maybe alot of appointment..i oso cannot do anything..when B come back,i everyday at home wait B msg..hopefully that we will go out but its not wat i expected..man..its so sad..i will drop my tears when think back bout this..maybe i always think too much..something that was fate not be mine,i guess its really wont be mine no matter how hardwork i am..i always tell myself..dont give up..i dont want regret in future if i give up now..i try to appreciate what i have now..but somehow,its no use..its like i just take it as a comfort to myself only..wtf man..what happen to me..maybe its like last time i dunno to appreciate B and now,its like a balasan to me..i also dunno what should i do..fairy tale just exist in storybook not reality..i really feel tired..before that,i do plan bring u go Tao, go movie, go play..but, everything cannot follow according what i plan..what u promise before,all just a lie only..its fake..maybe u have ur own reason..u do really have something to do..i dunno..i do plan go to sg work after my grad..its the time for me to plan for what i should do in the future..its not like when i was small,never worry anything..everyday play, study , eat , sleep..but if i go sg,i need to be highly independent..i would be all alone, start my career there..maybe i was born to be a loner..to be lonely for my life..
ok next is raya i go Tao with sis and his bf and my fren..wah..good experience..haha..eat till too much..too full..till need secretly pack the sashimi with tissue and throw away..haha..ORDER TOO MUCH!! eat till gross..but the environment really nice..i prefer eat at lounge than inside restaurant..after 1030pm can listen the band singing..nice environment..suggest u all bring ur partner come to eat..than after tat go sing K..its so EXP!!! RM 41++ per person..but i cannot sing well..cough and soat throat that time..uhh..and my fren and sis bf steal drink my beer!!! then after that they become high de..@@ hahaha..
next is was going fetch sis at penang yesterday..its so shit man..ferry jam..bridge jam..i start drive from home at 2.30pm and reach gurney at 4.45pm..damm man..the bridge jam like shit..dunno wat stupid stuff explode..and saw interesting stuff during jam..2 stupid Malay fight at road..maybe they too pek chek till too hot de..but great show..5 star to them..big green packet for them for this raya..
my holiday just left 5 more days..haiz..i dont want go back uni..still alot assignment havent do..this thursday gonna go cut hair..then suppose go watch movie..tomorrow will go out with frens..go watch resident evil..
i guess thats all for this time.. =)

B

:) home sweet home!!..so nice come back..dont need suffer at uni de..no food for breakfast and lunch and need to rush for food at 5pm..woahh..thats what happen if u stay at malay state (Kedah)..hahaha
so now i start to recover from soat throat but infect by cough and flu..aiks..i will make sure to recover before raya!!
oh ya..cant wait for 4 more days ya..hee :) let's address the person i love as "B"..B,u know wat it means right when u saw this post.. =)
erm..normally how ppl will confess to the person they love?..izzit through face to face or phone by phone?..some ppl will say phone to phone not so romantic, not sincere and cant feel the love heat ya (or maybe they will miss out the chance to kiss after confess ah?)..hahaha thats true oso..but if face to face?..er..well..surely the person that wan confess, need very thick skin..can feel the shyness hoh..hahaha..then there will be a follow up question ask by the person get confess :

B..I love you..Do you willing to be my dear?

Err..I dunno wor..Why u want choose me?

Coz I love you..

Why u love me? <-- the question..hahaha

There is no reason for me to love you.. <-- most simple and 100% useful answer =P

Racist

hmm..this few days, when i log facebook, i keep saw the stupid racist stuff that happen in malaysia..it feels so annoying,man..thanks to the headmistress, all the racist stuff pop up again..damn..but i dont give a damn..haha..malaysia politics is sux..
today i proudly to announce i'm sick..hahaha..well this happen when i was playing dota with fren till 12am..then got nasi lemak seller come sell his nasi lemak..then i go eat the ikan bilis wan..thanks to him..i get sick pula..but seriously the rice really nice!!..hahaha well ppl say if u wan get good stuff,u need sacrifice..i sacrifice my health for the nasi lemak..uhh..if i dint eat,den no prob lo..aiks..no point regret now..
well today i reach home jor..home sweet home!!..hee i can go enjoy movie, food, and beer!! yeah!! oops.. :)
that's all for today..sayur nana..