Excuses

I got an invitation from my friends to go to Hatyai this coming friday.. but im very busy this weekend as well as next week because of my japanese class assignment.. i got oral test this coming sunday, presentation this coming monday and a drama on this coming thursday.. i havent complete my group assignment for my strategic class.. so i tell him i cannot go.. the answer he give me is,

It's useless to point out so many excuses! It's all about the sincerity! If u r true friend, u won't hv to find so many excuses. Got it?

i got shock..seriously i never expect this answer will coming from your text..you must understand that foreign language especially japanese in UUM is very troublesome and alot thing to do..do i need give so many "excuses" just to reject your invitation?..guess your mind still kid..still have lame thinking..hope you will grow mature in the future..

Optimum Age

Hmm..very amusing title isn't it?..hehe..what i mean is your mature age..do you feel yourself mature?..mature enough until what you think is over the age that you suppose to be?..how to measure your maturity?..i also dont know..i just feel that everyday, my thinking is getting mature from time to time..for example, when your small, you used to play cook-cook (masak-masak), then now you take a moment and think back, why you would play that time?..do you think its childish game?..i guess thats how you measure your maturity or your optimum age..

of course when im with my friend, i'm always act myself without any pretend..even to my dear also, im always myself..but for some people, they tend to care their imagine so they will put dunno how many layer of mask at their face until bullet also cannot gone through..maybe when with our close friends, you only will act yourself but when your working time, this cannot happen..you need learn how to put thousand of mask so that you can backstab people and learn how to resist their backstab..human really cruel :P

but of course there are some cases where you will pretend..hehe like when you being approach by someone or you approach them, you will pretend to them..like your very small gas person, but when you approach someone, surely you wont show your extreme bad attitude/personality to them..you will pretend that you very good like the only perfect person in this world..isnt it?

Activities of Me

After so long dint update my blog and my friend keep asking me to update it, i will try update this but don expect much :P

There are so many thing happen around me since my last update of my blog. There are sad, happy, excited and busyness. Perhaps I would say that as our life because we need to got through all of this when we are going through our life of journey, where my friends pass away, busyness of my assignment, planning for the travel with my friends, boringness on my bed and frustrating of exam. thats my life and i slowly accept it and i believe you all also face this problem. When we small, we never think about this stuff. We just happily go though our life without any frustration. Wake up, go school, finish school, play games, dinner and sleep. Thats my life when i'm a primary and secondary student. How nice that time and now everything is changed. Life getting tough as we getting older. after this we all will go to work and that time, more stress will likely visit us.

Yesterday me and my friends go to Sungai Petani to release our stress. I guess the trip quite success and everybody so enjoy it, just too bad, their mall is not so good as i expected but what can do, i very long time din go to SP de. Now just left around 2 month to enjoy my life as student and play around with my friends. Then all will go on to their life since our practicum will start at 1st of June. i guess, we will very hard to meet at that time. perhaps that time everybody will get new friends at their work place and we all will dump our old friends?..maybe..thats life..we meet new friends and old will slowly forget. maybe one day when we meet around the street, we wont recognize each other anymore.

now, continues with my dear..wow..its almost 5 month de we attach each other..cant imagine huh..hahaha..when i put my status in r/s in facebook, everybody say that we wont together more than 3 month..but we manage to make it..woohoooo..suprise ya..hehehe..our life is going very normal since we cant meet each other..what can do..LDR is like that..and maybe when start my practicum, i will stay at dear house?..still cant decide yet since still quite long to reach my practicum date..recently i keep surf people blog because i'm so boring at my room..there are many stories that happen around them too..its really nice to read their story of life but too bad, most of my friends blog are in chinese..so..wasted..just can see pictures and thats all..so i need go search for the english one to read..most of them talk about their love one..like lady gaga song, no matter gay straight bi lesbian transgendered life, they all also human..cause they were born this way..really meaningful song ya..even for a homo, they still human..no point for us to discriminate them because they 'special'..if you are them, and you get discriminate by your friends, do you like the feeling?..

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